And then what?

YESTERDAY

was the most unproductive day for me this week (so far, that is). I cut my afternoon classes which were PE and Sci10 to study up on Psych and Econ only to end up sleeping the whole afternoon. Woke up at around 4:10pm which only gave me sufficient time to reach school in time for my org’s GA. After that, I headed to UP to watch Aldrin dance which meant sacrificing a few hours of my evening to be a supportive friend (not that I’m complaining, Aldrin. You really were great, by the way. And I don’t really mind “sacrificing”. Haha!). I got home at around 9:45 and went online. I swear to the high heavens, Facebook is the biggest distraction ever! So yeah… “studying” actually only started at around 1 in the morning and I doubt remembering what I read. My mind’s never good at review-cramming. Goodluck to me today.

Dear Heart. (02/22/2008)

arainydroidsoulmate:

February 22, 2008

This is so frustrating day for me. When I woke up, I woke up at the wrong side of the bed, at the left!! I thought inside myself, This is the day will not be so good to me!

Anyway, I went to the bathroom to take a bath. I used my favorite shampoo, Clear. It’s so nice to use because I noticed that the number of my dandruffs really got smaller and my hair smells so good like a perfume. And then after taking a bath, I went to the dining room to eat breakfast. It was my favorite! Ham, bacon and eggs! Of course I was energized to eat them because they are my favorite. But there was a taste there was weird in the bacon and the ham. And so I did not enjoy my favorite meal because my yaya burned them so much. I was so irritated so I just went to school without eating breakfast in my tummy.

At the morning, my teacher told me that I got the lowest grade for Physics! It was only 75, demmet!! I studied oh so hard but I am failed almost on a one point! That’s so sad because I feel like so stupid but I know I’m not because I know that I am so smart. I’m a honor student. Anyway, my other subjects were English, Filipino and Accounting. My grade in Filipino is okay so I just smile to the teacher and winks. My grade in Accounting is so high, 98!!! Of course I’m so happy but my grade in English is sort of low, it’s only 80 :( I’m saddened to this because I want to be a writer and that’s my dream job in all my dreams. But it look like I’m better to be an accountant or a business woman or something like that. It’s so, so sad but I’ll just make take back (bawi) in my English test next time.

And then my crush John Marco did not look at me with love today. I just don’t know why. I said hi to him but he just smiled and walk to the men’s room. I hated it when he’s like that because it’s hurt me like a million gallons acid pouring in my poor heart :’( Maybe he’s just bad trip and sad because of something. I don’t know. I really really want to be his fulltime girlfriend because I love him so much and when he looks to me I know that he is loving me too. There is love in his look to me. That’s why in the Friendster profile in my Friendster there I am already saying to the status that I’m MARRIED and the designs in the background is many hearts that is pink with a smile! Cutenezz!! I know!!!

And then my friends also fight like crazy girls because we were five and there is a poster of Vaness Wu but it’s only one. So to who is the poster to? Then they just keep on fighting and shouting and makes me sad. They said that our friendships is over. I went to the home and I was really sad and frustrated to the end.

Before I went to sleep already I called my crush John Marco in the telephone (9143200) then I asked why is he so cool to me. He said that he loves me and I made kilig. But he said that I cannot be a girlfriend to him because he is going away to a far place called Massachussets or what’s the spelling of that? I cried on the phone and I wiped my sipon while he said that he loved me like hell. I just cried a lot and I said that I will miss him too… like hell! I know!!!

And then I cried until I went to sleep with my sipon in the nose :’( So so sad day!!!

February 23, 2008

I went to school again after taking a bath with my favorite shampoo, Clear. And then I forgot to look at John Marco my one true love. He’s going away already and I’m so sad. I hope he sends me a nice chocolate. I loves chocolates!!

And then there’s a new kid in school from New York (near Gateway) with a name of Harvey Jean Anthony Hasanghasang. He’s so cute because he looks like a Jeremy Sumpter the Peter Pan only the Pinoy version. I like him already because he smiled at me with love. And then because he is only new I go to him at lunch and we talked and I made him go around the school together with me :) It’s a lot of fun to be with in him and I think we’re so in love like a lovebirds. And then I saw John Marco in the distance while walking and talking to Harvey Jean Anthony. He’s not caring so why do I care? Right?

And then after the school Harvey Jean Anthony telling me that I was pretty. And my hair is like a sampaguita that is so so sweet in the nose. Then he made a kiss to me in the cheek!!!!!!!!! And I look at him with love and then I went to the home.

Then I made to eat my dinner which was steak and Vienna sausage with pineapples!! Very yum!! And then I brush in my teeth with the Colgate 360, the one with a tongue cleaner for the tongue!! It’s my favorite toothbrush of all!

I’m so kilig to Harvey Jean Anthony!! I want to be his fulltime girlfriend already. I can’t stop thinking with him that’s why I’m not go to sleep! Aaaaahhh love!!!

Anyway I think am sleepy now!!! Thank you for listening!! Mwaaahuuggzzz!!

Love lotzz and so many kissezz (but my kissezzz is only to Harvey Jean Anthony!! Ahihihihi)!!!!

- babyprincezz_angel1426 <3